My head is splitting with the most excruciating headache I have ever had. Tears spill down my face I’ve failed My stomach turns over and over and my face meets the porcelain bowl…. 3 times Tears spill down my face I’ve failed By body aches all over Tears spill down my face I’ve failed My... Continue Reading →
Being Strong is so Hard..
Being strong is hard and tiring. I knew it would be hard, but feeling so tired, I wasn’t expecting that. I thought I would be full of energy and ready to grab life by the balls and charge head first into all the great things I have been apparently missing in life. Not the... Continue Reading →
Honesty– A Double Edged Sword
Honesty is great. But sometimes honesty is only great…..in the moment…. Honesty is great when you are telling the truth and talking about everyday things. But honesty feels really empowering when you confess a dark secret…..one that weighs you down… one that you want others to know about because you feel that if they... Continue Reading →
The Break Up
You and I are breaking up. The bottle...no more....I now know... you are the poison that I have kept pouring into myself, thinking you were healing me... but you are killing me. It’s not going to be an easy break up, like the ones where both parties agree and move on This is going to... Continue Reading →
Dirty Little Secrets
Dirty Little Secrets... We all have one. Or many. Demons, monsters in the closet, unanswered questions, untold stories, unforgivable sins, guilty consciences, mistakes, addictions, abuse, neglect, loneliness, depression, violations, the list goes on. Dirty little secrets are often things we cannot even admit to ourselves, let alone confess to others. We live in a world... Continue Reading →