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My Relationship with Alcohol

My journey through the realization that alcohol and I have a terrible relationship and that we need to break up.

Fertility…the ugly, beautiful truths.

There has been something I have wanted to share with you all for a very long time, and it’s bringing up all the feels…. the good and the bad. And with everything going on in the world right now, especially... Continue Reading →

Take the Hand

Have you ever fallen on your face?   Like literally? I have. Actually, I have fallen on my face many times (I’m not the most coordinated 😉) However, just the other day I fell really hard, right on my face. I... Continue Reading →

Anxiety During Self Isolation

Yesterday was a bad, bad day. Scary bad. The bad that fills you and paralyzes your being. The first sign for me is my vision.  My peripheral is gone and with the narrow view is difficult to navigate. The room... Continue Reading →

When You Can’t Just Have One Drink …. Are you an Alcoholic?

I have been feeling so much anxiety about writing lately. I haven’t written anything in over a year. And it’s not because I haven’t wanted to. My mind writes a blog post probably every day. But to actually sit down... Continue Reading →

We Must Keep Getting Up

I turned 45 last week. I took the day off work to be alone. Reflect and set new goals for myself, even though I woke up feeling anxious, as I always do on my birthday. So, to combat the feeling... Continue Reading →

Every Step Matters

I am still struggling with drinking. But now it is just annoying.  It’s there, and won’t go away. I feel strong because I am so aware of the problem, yet weak because I’m apparently still clueless as to how to... Continue Reading →

From ME to WE

It has been months now since I have written a new blog post. I have no excuses. Have I been drinking? Sometimes… Have I had an occasional slip up? Yes. Do I feel ok? For the most part yes… and... Continue Reading →

Self Help Junkie Trying Something New

I am a Self-Help Junkie. Surprising…. I know! If you were to look at my book shelf, I probably own more than 50 inspirational books on how to be a better me. My quick fix for most of my problems,... Continue Reading →

Fallen

As all the sparkle and glitter settles from New Year celebrations and resolutions, the self challenges and new commitments become a list that holds fresh hopes and repetitive failures. I started to drink again. Sifting through the happiness and joy... Continue Reading →

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